xoEMox's Diary

i need some serious advice

I feel so terrible right now u have no idea. I BROKE GIRL CODE...AHHHHHHHH.... im losing my best friend, this all started when she was invited to that party and nobody showed up so these guys walked 6 miles for us because they were bored lol. so they get to my house with 8 cans of beer like retards, i told them to throw it in the bushes but they ending up chugging 100% alcohol and one of the boys was on meds that u r not soposed to mix with alcohol and he had all these heart problems n feel in my yard, than my dad came out side and chris (the healthy one) ditched his bookbag in the woods and my dad drove them home but than they pulled back into the driveway because dumbass chris forgot his cell in his bookbag but im glad he took it with him because if i got busted my life would be overrr. well anyway we all had a lot of fun so i invited only chris back to my house the next day, chris is my best bud amanda's ex who i just found out she still likes, well we hit it off n he was flirting w. me all night. But than this chick who was the sister of amanda's friend who was murdered showed up and amanda started balling and like every1 left.than it was me chris amanda and the loser across the street, than dumbass chris got drugs from somebody, he took like 4 oxycotton or something idk but he was high. when we were taking him home his door was locked so we snuck him in to sleep over and when amanda was asleep we made out in the bed right next to her and she found out  and was so pissed n told every1 n i was getting phone calls of ppl telling me i was rude and a bitch n stuff, amanda still liked him but he doesnt like her that was so long ago, she says she hates him at least 100 times a day, to his face also, i told her to go back out with him but she says that over and she cant. she isnt mad at him at all, but for me, it was hell on earth...ahh

damn