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I gave up on mdd.

So.

What do you do with nosy stalkers?  People who invade your privacy?  Follow you around everywhere?

Give them what they want.  Then, disappear I guess.

Yes, my private diary, as well as my myspace was being invaded by this person.  So, knowing he was the one reading it, I made up everything under the sun.

There's no way all that stuff could happen to one person, are you kidding me?  But he bought it all, hook line and sinker.

No, I never wrecked my car at all, much less over you.  Sittin out in the driveway right now.  No, never got attacked by a dog down at the lake.  No, didn't break my foot at work (would have wound up in jail over that because I would have killed someone) No, I am not bipolar.  No, don't have a drinking problem.  No, I don't have cancer & not in the hospital.

How in the hell can someone believe all that drama?  Why on earth would they be so interested?  It's beyond me, it really is.

No matter what is said, how it is said, how often, it is read and believed.

Does persistence pay off?  How?  It doesn't with me.

Doesn't matter what I said, what I threatened, how I said it,  how often I said it, it still got chased after and read.

Every little thing.

Why do people focus on others like this?  Such an unnatural interest.  Persists in the face of everything.  Must, must read.  Chase and read, chase and read.

Well, give em something to read about.

Such nasty people.  Internet predators.

All I can say, is, get a really good antivirus so they can't track you all over the internet.

I have totally removed myself from this person.  Whatever connection there was before, there is none now.  I mean, none.  It's like he dropped off the face of the Earth to me.  I have no desire to look at his pics, read what he writes, see what he is doing to see if he is still following me around.  Myspace is out, blogs are out, twitter is out, he is out.  I kicked him out of my internet life.

But Alex is real, and has been for some time now.  I love him, I love him dearly, he means the world to me.  He's a wonderful person, and I hope to be with him for a very long time. 

So, just a warning to anyone out there.  If someone online begins taking an unnatural interest, cut them off right away.  It's not flattering, it's scary, and only gets more scary over time.