shanni1smiles's Diary
lata daze
Added: May 15, 2008, 8:43 pm (
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this whole baby thing is leaving me dead. I dont even know what to feeel anymore , im all jumbled up inside. Im fine for the most part until they call him my son or my baby. then i just get so angry! first at them and then at myself and I want to just kill myself right then and there because I know this whole mess is my fault. My room is a mess, just like my life and because of this baby thing I dont even have the time to clean it up. tired tired tired...i miss sleep. "oh death where is your sting?"
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