shanni1smiles's Diary

"The Six o'clock Flight to Our End Will be Departing as Scheduled."

Added: April 24, 2008, 8:10 am  (36 views)
So Hawaii...yeah...i totally  forgot about that.  How Icky's kinda going there for like, the whole summer. So im feeling myself doing what i always do when i think im gonna get hurt, breaking up with him inside of my mind. I know im gona miss him a lot and i really dont want to spend all my days thinking about him because i do that now and it drives me crazy. I just want to be self sufficient and independent and that means not being with him. I dont want to talk to him anymore.  I cant even cry about it. Ive just kinda numbed myself to it. It happened so quickly. I really do love him but something inside of me is just screaming error! Last night i couldnt even think of anything to say to him when we were chatting. I feel just dead inside and so spent i wish i could just be completely over him in a night right now....i dont know, maybe in another twenty minutes i'll feel differently. Whatever i dont even care anymore, love truly isnt happiness. 
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