shanni1smiles's Diary

This Weekend

Added: April 5, 2008, 10:35 pm  (87 views)
So yesterday my parents had a card party. I woke up in the moring to the smell of cigarettes and half empty liquor bottles all over my previously spotless kitchen. I was the only one alive seeing that my parents were still a ll tuckered out. In turn, yesterday night as well as this morning, I had my own fun. I cracked open one of those bottles for myself and smoked my first cigarette in two years. Yah me!...except not.
I got bored so i stood in the bathroom taking pictures of myself. Striking poses to the beat of The Seed by The Roots...im such a loser.
Thats the story of my current profile picture! I look kind of out of it because im trying to focus on my stare and process the lyrics all at once....again im such a LBR. 'Scuse, my Massie's showing.
I spent the whole of yesterday in salons. First the hair, then the eyebrows, the hands and feet! God! I really dont know how women have time to do all that stuff! It took up my whole day! A combined five hours at least!
Besides that, there's my boyfriend who i love very much but i feel like we're on the verge of a breakup. Its like our lives are just pulling us in two different directions and hes moving in these huge strides while im left just limping along Sometimes I feel like he's too busy to love me. But someties it feels like he's all I have to live for. I dont want to live like that. I wish my life could be like a song simple and sweet. But life never is, is it...my fingers smell like ashes.

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  • Welcome!

    Added: April 7, 2008, 2:10 am
    By: Aaron Saray

     Aww - your first entry! Cool! I hope its one of many. Keep on writing. Remember, if you have any questions, let me know.
    -Aaron

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