redstar's Diary

Penny is poison... bonds

I can tell that I'm starting to get sick, and that's not a good thing, especially since I have a million classes tomorrow. Tomorrow is my busiest day of the week, so I guess I should make this entry short.

I'm going out to breakfast with Mike tomorrow morning between my classes. He wanted to hang out with me tomorrow (also tomorrow night, but I have homework). I'm going to take him to the Track Nine diner in Willington... never been there myself, so this should be interesting. I've wanted to go there before, but Scott's not really interested because his sister used to work there, so he used to go all the time. Anyway, it's kind of a surprise, and I think I'll take 320 to 74 to get there... it's a little more scenic, and I can guarantee that he's never been there before. It'll be cute.

So I guess that I have him where I want him. Right where I can tease him enough to make him hooked, but he's not gonna get anything substantial from me. Maybe a few wild nights... god I'm a player, and I kind of like it.

Which brings me to problem 2 (or I don't really see it as a problem... whatever). This kid Josh who used to be in a band that I like... soo I guess he kind of always had a crush on me and now that we text all the time, he's like obsessed. And he's all amazed that the feeling is/was mutual... I mean, I would've dated him in a heartbeat had I known him while he was still here, and I was single. But he always had girlfriends in CT, and now I'm with Scott. And Josh is in Pennsylvania... yeah, I feel bad for him. Oh, and he's older, too... like by 5 years... which isn't too bad, since I'm out of high school and all, but I would hate to be him right about now.

Maybe I just like to keep things current. Fresh. Yeah, that's probably it... idk. I was so happy to see Scott tonight- I always am- and it sucks that I probably won't see him again until Thursday (which by then, I'm sure I'll be on my period =(). Too much freakin' homework to do anything. I was doing so good, and then this week break just threw me off. Screw you, Thanksgiving!

Well, I've only got 3 more weeks, including exams... and then over a month off. College is pretty sweet, but it's even sweeter when I'm awake for it... good night!