redstar's Diary

So I did it.

Should probably be going to bed now since it's like 2:30 in the morning and I've been wasting time all night. Whatever, tomorrow's Thanksgiving, not like there's really a whole lot to do besides eat lots of shit. I don't really cook much anyway, but we'll see what they want me to do.

I finally slept with Mike... twice. Yeah, we did our fruit salad thing yesterday... omg, he made this elaborate dinner for me with candles and shit... it was so nice! No one's ever done that for me... so it was pretty cool. I guess he was pretty excited because he doesn't get to do that often. Anyway, I ended up staying over. I probably could have gone home if I left early enough, but it was looking really foggy out (the ride there was borderline unsafe), and it's like an hour drive... so fuck that. Um, yeah... so now I don't know what. It's not really bothering me none, just teh fact that I want more...? I don't know how that one works, because it wasn't even that good or anything (me & Scott later tonight... holy shit... 8)). But I guess now I have the bigger problem of fucking around with his feelings. Great. Mike's not like Gump where I can just tell him how lame he is (though I do all the time) and use him for one thing. No, I go to school with him. On the upside who know's if Mike's gonna transfer to the 4-year, which I really think he should, and he's not going to be my neighbor. Probably a good thing. Yeah, um...

I think I must be addicted to sex or something. I swear, today was like the horniest day of my life, and I have no idea why. Or maybe I just gained another fuckbuddy. Guess I'll never have to worry ever again about being horny with no one to please. Heh.

Alright, I'm gonna fuck around some on itunes and then hit the sack... this is ridiculous.

I miss Mike. And Scott too. Fuck.