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In that mood

Added: October 5, 2004, 6:23 pm  (82 views)
I'm in that mood... no, not my writing mood. But, a poem mood. These poems that you're about to read desicribe me right now so perfectly, i could hardly believe it, when i read them!

"SADNESS"
I don’t know what to feel
Heart is dead
Mind confused
Don’t know what to do

Feel sad for many reasons
Family, lust, hatred
Can’t handle it all

Eyes crying
Body dying

No sound of hope
Just quiet humming
And distant echoes mourning


"HONEST LIES"
Why does everything seeem to go wrong?
I try to keep a good face,
I do my best to stay strong.
It's just so hard when you're constantly feeling like you have to lie.
About your life and about the times you cry.
I feel like I should hide all my pain and everything I keep buried in my soul.
Do you know how exactly this feels?
I've never felt something this cold.
You might say, "I know exactly how you feel."
But you never will, at least not for real.
You'll never have the pain I hide deep within me.
Not until you look through my eyes and see what they see.
My heart just feels so empty and so full of pain,
and even sometimes my fear hurts and loneliness builds up and makes the anger towards myself hard to mantain.

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