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animated blue shake headChurch Picnic? (2)

Added: October 4, 2004, 2:11 pm  (73 views)
…Now, it is 3:00. I had to eat lunch and do some chores. My dad says he has too much stuff to do, so we're not going to the picnic.  I have been thinking about it all day. I want to go. That would be fun to go in the jump house and wrestle with you-know-who. I told my sister that I'm not the kind of person to take someone away from their girlfriend. And she looked at me like, "Yeah, right." Well, I'm not. I did not take Erik away from her. She didn't even like him! He was her ex… from sixth grade. So, it had been a while since they were going out, so I didn't take him from her. Alisha "took" him away from me… if you wanna even put it like that. But, she probably doesn’t even know about me, so I shouldn't judge her. And now Julia thinks I'm the kinda person to take Erik away from Alisha. See, I'm not that kinda person. That's why I try not to sound flirty with Erik. Julia thinks I should just call him and ask for a ride, but that would just feel weird to me. And I have every right to feel weird about it. She doesn’t think it would be weird… but I think it would be. And especially since Julia will be at Sara's house, so she wouldn't be with me. And I thought that would look like I'm really trying to get him back. Go to the picnic, by myself, with him. Yeah… right, like I'm gonna do that. I WANT to, by all means… but, no. I couldn't make myself do that. Aw man, but I wanna go so bad. I don't know what to do. This is just so weird for me. Should I call him? Just to call him and ask if he went already or if he's still going… or just to find out that he's there right now. I don't know. Well, I have homework to do. Talk l8ter.
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