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Spoiled Milk (2)

Added: September 25, 2004, 8:56 am  (76 views)
(This entry is a continual from "Disappointing Day" which was written on Thursday.)

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And, then Erik’s brother came to pick him up and I yelled, “Bye Erik!” and all he said was “cya.” Then, I went to go get my backpack and stuff. And I came back on the playground and he was still there—playing with my sister. Was he trying to avoid me or something? And, I don’t know why, but I really wanted to cry. So, I just sat next to Sarah (Rebecca’s younger sister) and asked how Rebecca was doing—just to get my mind off of whatever was bothering me. And then, I just sat alone and Erik never asked if I wanted to play or anything—like he usually does. Then, we had to go. And Erik had to go at the same time. Julia and I were walking to the car and Erik, his brother, and his mom were walking behind me. And, I knew they were talking about me. I couldn’t really hear them, but I knew they were talking about me. Ever gotten that feeling? And his mom said, “Aren’t you gonna say goodbye?” and he said, “I already did.” And I was thinking, “No, not really. And, what’s the matter with saying goodbye again!?” And then, I got in the car feeling extra crummy and just sort of uncomfortable and out of place. I just didn’t feel right. And, Erik was looking over at me, but didn’t smile or anything, but his mom gave me a big smile and waved goodbye and I waved back and half-smiled. I just didn’t feel like smiling, but I wanted to be polite. Then, I got home and Julia asked what was wrong and I said I don’t know. ‘Cuz I don’t. I think I need to call Erik and talk to him. Although, I tried yesterday—and he wasn’t there. But, I think I need to call Taryn first. Just because, I feel like talking to her for some reason. Okay, well it’s 20 to five and I need to do chores and stuff. Wow, I had a lot of useless junk to say today. That’s pretty sad. Well, talk l8ter.

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