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Behind

Added: September 19, 2004, 12:30 pm  (67 views)
I am so behind with journaling. It’s Sunday right now, and who knows, if this entry will ever reach jemdiary. I am just so behind with that kind of stuff. Yesterday, from about 2:00 to 5:30 all I did was write, write, and write. I had so much to write about last week and the rafting trip. And, I didn’t even get started on the rafting trip part yet! I put what I wrote, so far, on a floppy disk and tried to move it over to my computer with jemdiary, but it never happened. I don’t know why, the computer would make weird noises and it would take soooo long, and then end up with an error. I think there’s something wrong with the floppy. So, I will have to get a different one. With all the stuff I have to tell you… why did this have to happen NOW? Oh well. That’s how things go. I am at my mom’s house right now, and my dad should be picking me up really, really soon—so I should hurry. Umm, well let’s see… with all the stuff I wrote about yesterday I basically covered everything interesting that happened last school week. Now, I still have to tell you about the rafting trip, which went on from Thursday-Friday with 7th and 8th grade. And, I should tell you about yesterday (Saturday) and what has happened so far, today. Well, since nothing much happened today, I guess I can quickly get that out of my way. Umm, I was babysitting my brother, during the night. So, I slept with him in my mom’s room. Then, the phone rang at 5:30 in the morning, but I didn’t answer it. I soon found out later that my aunt (mom’s sister) is having a bunch of pain in her pelvis area, or something like that. And, so, the phone woke me up really early, but then I went back to bed. Then, my brother woke me up at 8:30 and I took him downstairs to watch TV and make waffles. So, that’s what I did. Then, my mom came home, when we were watching sponge bob, after breakfast. Then, we just hung out a while, by the TV. Then, my mom said she was gonna go sleep (since she had been working through the night.) So, that’s what she did. Then, I took Quinnie on a walk to the store. And I just looked at everything in Longs Drugs store, just to eat up some time. And, I bought a few things. Nothing interesting. I wanted to buy this 49er blanket, I saw. Just because anything that has to do with 49ers reminds me of Erik. But, then I thought it over, and knew it would be stupid to buy it, since I’m not really a big football person. But, I DID get a mini football, just so I can practice a little. Hahaha—I know, I am such a dork. Then, I walked home. And, I don’t know why, but I started freaking out with every person I saw. So, I just walked home—pushing Quinine’s stroller, and praying to keep my safe. I don’t know what’s gotten in to me. I used to never be scared of walking places by myself or with Quinten. ‘Cuz I used to do it all the time, at my old house. But, I don’t know, maybe I’m not used to the people and places around me, yet. Who knows? Whatever. Okay, then I walked home and looked through all the stuff I bought and kept telling Quinten to be quiet. And, then I made him and myself some lunch, and then put him to bed with my mom. Now, my dad just came to pick me up. But, instead, he dropped my sister off (from a party) and is gonna go visit his friend, Stuart, for a while, since he lives close to my mom’s house. Then, he is gonna come back and pick us up. So, that’s the plan. And, I’m just sitting here. I’m bored, but I know I have a lot to do—with journaling. But, I sorta wish it was already all written, and I could just add it to my diary. Well, I guess I’ll just tell you about yesterday, then. ‘Cuz that won’t take long.
I wanted to wake up early so I could work more on journaling. But, guess what? It didn’t happen. I actually woke up pretty late, and I had to get ready for church, really quick. My sister and dad made pancakes, so I hate some of those. Then, I didn’t have anything to wear for church, so I wore a black skirt of my sister’s and some black, flat shoes of my sister’s that were too small for me. Then, I wore a pink/purple button up shirt that I usually don’t wear for church but I guess it was okay. Then, my hair was just down and straight. And, for some reason, I thought I looked really pretty, that morning. I must have done my make-up really good or something, ‘cuz my hair wasn’t fancy at all and my clothes were something that I normally wouldn’t wear for church. But, I just thought I looked pretty. And, I wasn’t embarrassed if I ran into Erik. Which, I was pretty sure, I was going to. So, we drove to church. La, la, la. Then, when we got there, it was really cold outside, for some reason. And, I think it’s technically still summer time, but for me, I would call it fall.

OH hold up… it’s raining outside!!!! That is so kewl!!!! I have not seen rain in a while, now. This is so neat. Hold on, while I stare out my window.
Okay, I’m back from gazing at the rain. Aww man, I love the rain. And, now I just feel like getting into my PJ’s and drinking hot coco, by a fire. I hope it rains, tomorrow, while we’re at school. ‘Cuz the rainy season for me, always makes me feel beautiful, and running out in the rain with Erik—that sounds like a lot of fun.

Okay, well back to what I was saying, about yesterday. Okay, so I got to church and it was cold outside. Then, Julia and I hung out in the bathroom for a ‘lil bit, since it was warm in there. But, then a lot of people started coming in, so we just decided to leave. We went to earliteens—our class—and Erik was sitting at the corner of a table, next to Nik, and an empty seat next to him. So, I sat next to him, and Julia sat next to me. I didn’t really talk to him during Sabbath school. Our lesson was really weird. They talked about people who are “different.” Such as homosexuals. And, I only know one—that girl on the internet, I met. So, I mentioned her. And I didn’t look at Erik, but I just imagined his expression. Like he was thinking, “what the heck?” but with that face expression, that may look normal, but I can tell that he’s trying to hide that he’s really paying attention. But, tries to make it look, like he’s not. It’s hard to explain—but I know what I’m talking about. Then, after Sabbath school, I stood up—and he stood up—and he got this huge smile on his face and said, “Now, the fun begins.” (Aww, I like him so much.) I put a sticker on him. And he put a sticker on me. And, we got in kind of a sticker sticking playful fight thing. Then, we went outside and he held his baby sister. SHE IS SO ADORABLE!! But, I know I have mentioned that before. And, umm, then I had to go sit with my dad and sister, in church. But, I so wanted to ask him where he was sitting, and go sit with him. Well, one of these days, I’ll do that. He so likes me! I don’t know why I just said that, but I can so tell! Every time he looks at me, and we are talking, he can’t stop smiling. And he has that smile… that…WAMO…”I like you” smile. That smile, that I can’t get enough of. And, I just smile back. Sometimes I don’t want to look so obsessive, so I try to hold my smiles. But, that is really hard. And, it’s stupid to do—because smiling is good and people like you for it!!! :) During church, I fell asleep. Then, I woke up and my lip-gloss was all gone, but I still felt pretty. I walked down the stairs from the balcony, where I was sitting, and Erik and Nik stood at the bottom of the stairs, in front of the doors. It was so cute, just to see Erik standing there, as I walked down. I was tired though, and I looked like I just woke up, so it wasn’t all that great. I went over to him, though and I told him I just woke up and he said I had sleeping marks from lying on my coat button. But, he was still smiling. Then, we talked just a little bit about the rafting trip (which he didn’t get to go to) and he asked me if I was going to the gym night. I’m like, “what?” and he said, “Well, it’s at SAA and you just go to the gym from 8:00-10:00 and play basketball and stuff.” (Once he mentioned it, I so wanted to go.) “Oh… I don’t know,” I said. Then, I had to go, ‘cuz my sister was already at the car and my dad was heading there. So, I walked away. I walked out of the church, and past the church area with the fountain and everything, and once I got to the street, I stood there waiting for a good time to cross, when all of a sudden someone said, “You are going, aren’t you?” It shocked me, and I quickly turned around to find Erik, who had just ran to me. And then, Nik was there, too. How sweet of him, to run there, just to ask me that. I felt really bad, ‘cuz I knew I couldn’t go. Although, I really, really wanted to. Julia was going to Kayla’s party and my mom was working nights, and I had to baby-sit my brother, starting at 6:00. “I don’t know,” I said, “I have to baby-sit my brother.” I can’t remember what he said, but I had to go, right then. So, I said bye and I would’ve kissed him goodbye—I really would’ve—but my dad, was watching. So, no way! Then, I went home. Once I got home I put PJ’s on, ate lunch, then just wrote A LOT until my mom came to pick me up. Then, I had to baby-sit. That’s it.

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