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Great Year

Added: August 19, 2004, 5:09 pm  (143 views)
I wrote this yesterday night:


I kissed Quinten goodbye and gave him an extra for the road. He told me he loved me in his cute, baby way that I could just die for. I swung my fake LV purse (which was only $30 in Mexico) over my shoulder including my new army back pack I got in the guys’ section at Old Navy. Oh! By the way I saw William at Old Navy a day before school started, but I know that doesn’t really matter, now, does it? Okay, so as I walked up the school walk way, I kept praying, “God, please help everything to be okay.” I didn’t want anyone to give me a cold shoulder for whatever reason—who knows why. Or have anyone make fun of my outfit. Which, I thought was very different but also very kewl—maybe because it WAS different. Yey! It’s so fun to be different! I was sorta early so all there really was, was Taryn and Naomi. Which was very good, I guess for a first start. I didn’t want my first person to run into to be Ben C or anyone like that. I didn’t actually believe it, when Alex said Ben E was moving to Arkansas. Man, I’m really gonna miss that hottie. But, oh well. School is fun without him (or should I say, just fine—not exactly fun) but I have to admit it, he makes school a lot more interesting, when he’s there. I know it sounds sorta “gooish” towards him, on my part, but I really hope he moves back to California next year and goes to SAA. But, I mean… what are the chances, right? Yeah, so I shouldn’t be thinking and writing about him when I have all about today to tell you about. Well, ya I said hi to a lot of the girls, in my class. And they were all friendly towards me. And, Stefani… omg, she still has that same “best friends?” kinda smile. It’s kinda funny, but at least I feel comforted that people haven’t changed too much since I went away from SAA. Our class is so small, this year! We lost four, and gained one. Well, two if you count me. But, everyone knows me, so it’s nothing big to anyone. Ben went away (as you know), but not so many people were talking about it, including me, so I guess it’s not that big of a deal. Although he was the class hottie. At least, in my eyes. LOL. Okay, well we lost Ben E, Hally, Sarah, & Tricia. Everyone was sad that Hally had to leave ‘cuz she was always so cheerful and everyone liked her, so ya. She just brightened up the moment. Then, EVERYONE was glad that Sarah left. I don’t think I have enough time to write in all the details. And no one really talked about Tricia’s absence, although I DID notice. I guess no body really knew Tricia, so it was kinda hard to know if that was a good or bad thing, that she left. Wonder where she went? I know where Ben went. I know Hally just went to a different school that was closer to her house, and I don’t know where Sarah or Tricia went. But, it’s not really that important to me—‘cuz they were never really that close of friends of mine. Umm, lets see. Well, our small private school class of 24 split up into two groups. I’m in 8A, so I only have 12 people in “my class.” Including myself. Most of my friends are in 8B, and I’m stuck with all the nerdy smart people—so at first I was like, “What!!!?” But, now I’m VERY glad I’m in the group I’m in because I’m making better friends with people in our class that I never really got to know that well. And Stefani and Katie our in my class, so that’s good, because they can be fun to talk to. And Stefani has always been a really good friend of mine, although sometimes I can talk about her in an annoyed way. That’s probably just ‘cuz I luv her like a sis, so much. Ya, she’s a really kewl friend. :) Well, all the kewl guys: Daniel, Nick, William… are in 8B, so it pretty much sounds like 8B is the kewl group. Which, is probably where Ben E would’ve been, if he was at our school. But, Ben C is in 8A with me, so I’m hoping we will get to know eachother again. Does that sound crazy or what!? Ya, when Mr. Sanford was reading off the groups, I was praying to be in the one, that Ben C was in. Am I stupid or what!? Afterwards, was when I realized a lot of my friends were in the other group. But, I’m glad God answered my prayer ‘cuz I’m very happy with the “class” I’m in. If you can even call it a class. Well, the teachers, this year are being super cool (so far) and since we have a really small group they’re a lot more un-teacher-like and more friend-like. Does that sound crazy!? That’s the joy of going to a private school, though, ‘cuz you usually can reiceve more attention from the teachers. Especially when you only have 12 PEOPLE in your class! I can’t wait to actually get started on school. I can feel that I will get better grades, this year ‘cuz I don’t have a lot of friends in my class and BEN E to distract me from my work. And, we’re always spread out in class, so that also helps me work. Like, how I worked in homeschool: alone. This so beats homeschool by far!!! I’m sorta thinking this year will go kinda fast, but won’t be as fun as some of the years I’ve had. Such as 4th grade and 6th grade. I think those are some of everyone’s “memories” years. Well, at least for me. I have so many memories (good and bad) from those grades. And those were my favorite teachers, so ya. I loved those grades. I like the teachers in Jr. High a lot—so that’s good. My sister says she thinks Mr. Sanford is nice!! A lot of people will think oppisate, but once she said it, I sorta looked at the situation, and thought, “Ya, he can be a pretty nice teacher.” Today, he seemed a lot “cooler” than his normal teacher-dorkiness. But, that could just be first-day kinda act. You know, to get you to like him. I was really glad though because I always worried about taking Math with Mr. Sanford. Since Math is my worst subject and Mr. Sanford is my worse teacher, it’s sorta not a very good mix. I was just afraid that I would ask him a question and he would treat me as if I was stupid and I needed tutoring or something. But, today he gave us this BIG LONG SPEECH that he would NEVER EVER EVER do anything like that. And, he likes it when we ask questions, and he woould NEVER EVER get mad at us for asking over and over again…even if he just went through it. Wow! God was definitly there with me. And, now I have no fear what so ever. I’m actually looking forward to math with Mr. Sanford. (I MEAN A REALLY TINY BIT!) I hate the work in school, so I may be getting excited about it now, with the feeling of being smart and educated. But, once the homework starts piling up, I don’t think I will enjoy it so much. Ya, so. Well, I went to every class and we heard every teacher’s ‘lil first-day-of-school speech, that they do every year, and I went to lunch in the 103 degrees weather, today. I sat with Christian and Mark, Taryn, Naomi, Alyssa, and Alex. I really hope this year I have some good, close friends. Including some nice guy friends. I tried to be nice to Brendon, today, but he sorta gave me the cold shoulder. SO, who knows. I have reading with Mrs. King and I only have one class with Mr. R. (Science.) It sorta sucks, ‘cuz I liked being in Mr. R’s class, a lot last year. Well, anyway, in Reading with Mrs. Kind the 7th and 8th are together. My sister is with 8B and not in 8A (with me.) But, all Julia’s friends are in with my group, on reading. And, I sit next to Danielle in that class, so it’s sorta kewl. Since, I see her a lot with my sister, and now we’re doing a skit together in reading. Mrs. Kind is a really kewl reading teacher. She just gave us scripts today of a skit, we’re going to practice. Then, after that I don’t know what we’re doing. But, she said she doesn’t like the reading books and skilpacks, so we don’t have to do them this year!!! Yey! I hated those skilpacks and reading books. Skits is so much more fun! Okay, well I think I’m going to do Coir and Studyhall for electives. I really, really, really wanna do yearbook, so I hope there’s room for me… but it’s an after school project, which is perfectlly fine with me. This is the first year I’m not doing band!!! I love band, and I’m kinda hesitating if I should do band or studyhall. But, I’ve decided to take flute lessons and so maybe I can get a little better so by the time I’m in the highschool band, I can impress Mr. Thorton. Although, I know he’s going to be ashamed, to see me not in his band this year. And, he’ll probably give me a ‘lil talk. Hehehehe. But, that’s okay ‘cuz I wanna impress him next year with my flute-playing skills. And I think I could really use studyhall for study time and getting-my-work-done time. I could really use that. And I’m dying to get good grades, this year. If I get anything lower than a C (or even a C) I will be furious. I really don’t want my mom to force me into homeschooling again. I lvoe SAA! Although, a lot of ppl are leaving and betraying our class… a bunch of ppl are leaving to go to a different high school, in 9th. Since all my friends are leaving I’m thinking about maybe doing bording school or something with some of my friends. But, I don’t want to talk about that now, since I havn’t told anyone that, before and it’ll probably never happen, so. So, today wasn’t a GREAT day and today wasn’t a BAD day, but it definitly wasn’t that exciting for sure, for first day. But, it was okay. I mean, I got by and the day went fast. So, I got home soon and then I just talked to Amelia and Karina a lot. So, I guess today was a pretty good day! TALK TO YOU L8TER!

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