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animated roll eyesIn Bed

Added: August 18, 2004, 9:31 pm  (70 views)
I wrote this last night, while I was in bed:

It's only 9:15 pm, and Mom is ordering us to go to bed. I havn't gone to bed this early all summer. I'm still suffering over a headace. It's probably all the crying I have been doing today. I don't know why I'm so sad--maybe I'm just moody. Usually I'm excited about school starting. But, I don't think school is the reason why I always feel like crying or actually do start crying. Yesterday, wasn't nearly as bad. But, believe ir or not my eyes got all red and puffy over a pair of pants my mom said were too tight on me. What's the matter w/ me!!? I'm turning into some baby which I was like in 4th grade. I'm not exactly sure what's been wrong w/ my l8tly. But, I'm narrowing it down to that I desperatly need to write down my feelings or I start to go insane! With just this little bit that I've written I can already see I'm starting to ooze back into myself. Well, camp is now a week and a half ago. And I'm still wishing I was back at camp. "Camp sick" is one of the worse feelings in the world. Right now I'm starting to get some flash backs of when someone took a picture of me and in the background was Trevor who snuck up and did "bunny ears" on me. Too bad it wasn't w/ my camera. See, those are the the things that are ticking me off, l8tly. Little things like not having a picture of the moment and so on. I'm often getting flash backs of all the the times I'm tapped Trevor's shoulder just to tell hom some useless information that I've thought up, just so I could talk to him. And just everything about MATT, KEVIN, & TREVOR. I wish I had someone filming every moment of it... just for my memories. It's funny how I miss Jaalah, our conselor. It's funny how I can't wait to see everyone (hopefully everyone) next year. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH--YOU HAVE NO IDEA!! I can't wait 'til I get to heaven and am able to see a movie of my life. The camp part will be so fun to see, I think. Well, I better go to bed so I can sleep than wake up as an official 8th grader.

Okay, so this was kind of a lame entry, but at least I got some things out of me. Goodnight.



*Aww. Great feelings.*
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