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bad beginnings.

Added: October 22, 2006, 1:34 am  (72 views)
Dear Josie,
Today my dad came over! This really calmed my nerves; I was so afraid for him. . . or maybe for myself? Maybe, since I thought this time it was fatal, maybe all the pressure would build up on me, and the weight of that pressure would cause me to go overboard. I don't know what I'd do. Anyways, lastnight, Lisa took Raleigh and I to the movies to see Marie Antoinette. It was good, but you really had to know who she was and about her life to actually watch it and get into it. It wasn't as dramatic as I thought it'd be. They skipped a lot of years of her life. Anyways, before we got there, Hani and Lisa were fighting; something about Lisa standing him up while she was at the casinos with her adoptive mom. I want them to stop fighting because, honestly, I like Hani being with Lisa. Mom says it won't last because people change and both Lisa and Hani are 18, and if they last long enough, Hani'll want to settle down with Lisa, and she'll still want to party and go to clubs and stuff. I read through my mom's e-mails (I know, bad me, for shame), and, apparently, my mom doesn't know who Lisa's dad is. It's either Ross or Bob. Ross is a fucktard; he left my mom after he found out she was pregnant with Lisa. I have no idea who Bob is.

Mrs. Price said that our class probably won't get into college because we're a "team" class. It's just a polite way of saying we're deadfuck dumb. My mom's going to talk to her for filling us with false information.

I dropped out of my English-2 class and into English-3. We're reading "The Orphan of Ellis Island".

Brent is really starting to scare me. On Myspace, he talked about killing teachers... I should tell someone. But what if he finds out it was me? Then what? Will he hurt me too?

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