ruined_fantasy's Diary

Haiz... I feel lonely... Really sad....

Don't you think life is full of downs more than ups? I like the 'ups man'... He makes my life so fantastic and meaningful. So smooth and normal. But since the 'downs man' just passed by me, I guess no luck is in my path. I'm really confused with my friends. There's this girl called Bronna, who is pretty demanding. She just sticks to me like glue and I can't get her off my back anywhere. She told me she hated another girl, Jia Xin a lot cos' she is sooo irritating (which I simply have to agree with her...) for example, she makes every simple living thing huge like a dinosaur. Like an ant, if she accidentally squished it, she would go: Oh my god! I killed an animal! I must be punished!

I'm like, what the heck? Is that a crime? It's so small, anyone would have squished it! Then she would stand in the corner and ignore all of us and keep saying she us guilty of a serious crime. Like, who cares about a little ant? But she is just so exxagurating I cannot stand it! Bronna, was best friends with Jia Xin last year. But this year, she says she hate Jia Xin. Then, just this month, she told me actually Jia Xin isn't that bad after all. I am so confused and wrecked! My life is very complex, and I can't explain it in words! Can you understand? Like, I'm gonna explode anytime now...

Please leave some comments, it isn't any fun just writing! I want some feedback on how you guys feel after reading my feelings... Pretty please?