ruined_fantasy's Diary

Reality I Face

LOL or what? I just totally stink at accepting reality. I got back my results for my Term one examinations. Usually, people call me the cream of the crop. But this time, I'm in the middle of the haystack. I've deproved by a few marks. Which is to me, a failure. I know, you guys might think that I'm proud, over confident but hey, everyone hates it when they have to face reality that just isn't as they wished. And in that aspect, I stink absolutely 100% no doubt. I guess reality isn't my bling or thing.

Take reality and perfectland out of your mind and put them into a garbage bin. Reality can be a piece of dog shit that has been there for days, weeks, months, whichever sounds more gross. Perfectland can be a unopened bar of chocolate that the owner accidentally pushed it into the garbage bin. Now the owner must be looking for it. But so surprisingly, this bar of chocolate lies in the garbage bin in a home of an eskimo in the North Pole. The dog shit lies in America. A very, very crowded street where everyone walks past this old garbage bin which has reality in it.

You see, nobody will every find the perfect chocolate bar in The North Pole, as if an eskimo would want to go to the bin and start rumaging in the dirt for his precious chocolate bar out in the freezing weather! So nobody can ever touch perfectland. For its to faraway to reach. It lies in our dreams, the bubble which keeps reality seperated from perfectland. But the dog shit, which everybody finds disgusting, is in the reach. Anyone can put his/her hand into the bin and grab it. Whoever is the kind person that is. That person must live with dogs that he's willing to do that in broad daylight. The truth is, everyone wants perfectland. But are we able to touch it? Never in a million years. But reality, anyone who has a heart can take it isn't it so? But everyone is too disgusted with the failures of life to face it and accept it.

Actually everybody knows reality, you'll have to face it sooner or later. But who wants dog shit in your hands? Not me!