mtdodson's Diary

Day 1

Pretty decent morning I might say. It was just impossible to wake up! You wanna know why? Booty Call came over and uhm ya...

After eating all that pizza you might wonder if I felt up to it and I did! I felt sexy too. Not something I ever feel.

This morning I ate my weight-control oatmeal and yogurt and I just drank a cup of green tea. Around lunch I'm going to eat 2 slices of pizza with a banana.  "OH NO PIZZA!"

Yes, pizza. I can not deprive myself nor waste food. The gym will be calling my name around 1 o'clock so I can burn it off.

Way back when I had an eating disorder more like disordered eating but I was clinicially diagnosed with Bulimia. I felt controlled and alone. Now I'm eating too much again feeling controlled and alone by food. I don't think my eating habits are so out there that actions need to be done but I need to consider a change for life. My eating habits will not control me forever.

When I go to college I guarentee that my weight will shift but the time is now that I figure out how to manage and keep the "freshman 15" off.

Not only is this diary going to be talking about weight but about the hardships that teenagers struggling through that last semester of high school go through and the changes that occur.