mizznuini's Diary

today APRIL 19TH

hey is mizznuinui today waz an ok day i just hate how my big headed dad acts he is so rude and mean and rude somtimes i feel as if he doesnt love me cause he forgot that i waz performing this thursday now wat kind og father forgets his daughters performence when she has told him and asked him if he was comin bout a million times and he says yeas he is so mean and he is such a buga boo. And then theres my mom sister wand she is nice to you when she wants to and its like her kids like are saint like they dont do anythig wrong everything they do is perfect and my mom lets them get away with things me and my sisters dont even get away with. Like this obe time my cousin got mad at me and so he punched  a whole in my wall and all my mom did waz talk to him and my dad didnt even do anything to him he just kept sayin wat he wanted to doand if he didnt again then my dad  waz gointo beat him all because the boy has alot of preasuer on him i have alot of presuer on me to and i always keep my anger baled up inside and i dont even flip out like that so many people in the world have alot of presuer and anger build up inside some more than others i just cant stand how my mom is allways justifiying everything that they do it just so anoyoning. I just want to go growl in a whole and die i just everything in my world to be normal and i just want to have a normal family  and a normal life but luckly for me that will never happen nothing about my family is normal and nothing about my life is normal.

                                                   Love,

                                                            Mizznuinui