kookkaiizii's Diary

ma feeling !! abt. FUCKIN' SOCIETY

>o< !! up up up

Boring very very

tomorrow i must go to school >o< ~

SUMMER !!! , with new friends

new friends tee dee kwa ^^

lastnight .. mee something bad bad

T____________T"

but i hav someone .. who pen kon dee mak mak !!

she's my sister ><'

she tell "me don't go away .. "

she call me and against me .. ^^

she makes me laught ^^

she makes me wanna stayed at home

she makes me wanna take a bath Hehe ><'

she makes me happy when i'm boring

she makes me happy when i'm saddd T____________T

when i feel i'm lonely , boring , tired and blah blah she never leave me loey

she pen sister tee dee mak mak loey na

her name's CHUD ^^

i don't know .. how do we intimated ><'

^________^ i know her from POSTJUNG

hehe ,. THX postjung and MSN very very

tee makes me dai pai jer P'CHUD in my Birthday ^^

and tam hai hav best sister perm 1 kon

THX miracle THX god

^_______________^ THX P'chud for everyting na

ja mai forget u loey my sister ><' ~~~

T_________________T" when .. i'm waiting 4 the lasts for FUCKIN SOCIETY !!

everyday I'm so tired about something in ma life such a friends, school though music! -..-

that's not me...sometimes I walking with anyone who care and sincere for me...

but sometimes I walking to the lonely road alone...I thought that made me calm but it's not.

ma classmate and no one pay attention with ma teacher -*- that's the reason of fucking people on ma school so stupid!

such as ma grade it's the example. I can't find the way to help them...cuz they don't wanna know anything and they're young for me...

( I mean their brain not their age -*- )

I just can't understand why not someone who come to make me trust,

somebody hug or comfort me when I cry...there's no anyone,

I thought I'm not mean girl...I'm not nasty or unfriendly, but why...why not anyone look me in the eye? mai fare luey jing jing!!!! -*-

I want something someone somebody to be a best friend...and now I really like animals more than human!!

cuz dog sincere more than someone in ma life! more than frineds eek na! -*- mai dai fake na... it's real!

^^ but I'm not mean I won't to know anyone na 5555+

I wanna know everybody who wanna know me and see something inside me, not look over me -*- that's too much?

ohhhh!! i losing ma mind!! T T seng mak mak!

BORING PAI DEE KWA T^T

•• PostScript.••

- KT ^^ ~~~ eii eii 1 day ••

- love ma best friends , Dreammiiz and moo ^^

- love sister J'luggead^zii and J'chud ^^

- love P' P' (J'lukkeaw , P' Mo , P'Cherry , P'kob   kai eek wa ?) 

- tomorrow 1st of SUMMER ><'