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girlWilson

Added: March 30, 2004, 12:20 am  (86 views)
When I first saw Carl, I nick-named him, so when I saw him, I could talk freely around him to my brother to find out more. "Do you know Wilson well?" "How long has Wilson been working here?"... you go around the store asking "Do you know Carl well?" and "How long has Carl been working here?" he's gonna know it. The damn store has ears. I named him Wilson, after Carl Wilson of the Beach Boys. Hm. I'm not very creative. Why am I writing this? Because Wilson is the person I really care about.

You know what's sad? That we sit at separate tables at the snack bar but we still talk. Our backs may be against one another but we still carry a conversation. There might be a whole TLE department between us, but we still talk. Unless Matt is next to both of us, we won't be within 5 feet of each other.

Why do I love someone who I can't be within 5 feet of? I know he likes me (as a friend)... that's not the case. Why do we feel awkward when we're together?

So many questions, aargh. I just wish some were answered. How am I ever going to say good bye to him when we leave in June? I don't want to. Ever.
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