hiei9957's Diary

YAY

I am finaly happy again. i was in a rut that i couldt get out of. my grandma says my depprestion is from not getting enugh sunlight. so i spent a lil bit of time out side and i could see the change in my mood. today is my grandmas 67th birthday. i stayed in the basement most of the time like i do every day. stickam is being gay....i cant go into any chat roomz and i am missing talking to my fam on three. i did make my own room. juggalo nation i only got one person in there when i first made it. i hope that more people will come in when i open it again. yea the other day i wanted to kill myself. but i dont want to do that no more. i just needed some one to talk to and  some homies talked to me and i feel so much better.my nepew keep head butting me today. so i got a huge headach. my laptop plug should be comming soon. it should be here b4 the 25th. then maby stickam will work....just so yall know i never turn my back on my friends. even tho they are the ones who turn there back on me. My dad is thinking of baning me from listing to icp or psycopathic music. i can tell u right now its not going to hapen because that is all i listen 2. if i dont listen to them i get pissy cuz that ruins my daily scdual..  my basement is haunted....I keep hearing this clicking noise. its not all the time but,in the morning and at night. it kinda scares me  but now im used to it but i still got to sleep with my fan on to mask it.

MMFWPCL= much mother fucking wicked perverted clown love
MCL=much clown love
MMFWCL=much mother fucking wicked clown love
MMFCJNHFL=much mother fucking clown ninja hatchet family love

WOOP!! WOOP!! mother fuckers