hiei9957's Diary

what are you looking at

you know i dont care what people think of me any more. well i have never gave a shit if people think i am weird. i just got to stay true to my self because if i am not true to my self then what is the point in living. i dont give a fuck if people think its discusting for a lady to burp or fart in public. i mean if a guy can do it then why cant a girl do it. i mean i am tired of todays socity thinking that a girl should where make up and shit like that. all i got to say is that if u dont like me then dont talk to me or say shit about me. i know who my reall friends are and they will be with me no matter what. i dont know why some chicks put make up on. i think that its a wast of fucking time and money. that is why i am glad that my man thinks im butifull with out that danm shit on my fucking face. its like why take the time to plese some guy i would say fuck that..id rahter spend my fucking money on some faygo and ICP cd's.why do people have to put down people who dare to be different. fuck them bitches i know who my real friends are and the ones who dis or hate are not my tru friends. I am not affrade to speak what is on my mind at all. i tell you what i think weather  you like it or not and i dont give a fuck because that is who i am. i dont mind being this way...

Crossing Thy Bridge"
ICP
I've lived one hell of a life
If youre to take it tonight.
I've lived the life of a king.
But so much to darken my life.
Looking 360 Degrees
200,000 diseased
How can I lay back and chill
so many down on their Knees

But then again who am I
I'm just some typical guy
I ain't no fuckin hero
I've just been wondering why

I've seen some children crossing the bridge
What kind of life did they get to live
What kind of choice do they get to make
What if it was a childs mistake

I never question the book
but lets say I live by the book
I'd never eat meat on Tuesdays
How much bigger would my wings look

I try to pray everyday
but sometimes get lost on the way
I've seen the holiest spirit
so much to mislead the way

I've gave the visions I got
I've been told I'm gonna rot
Inside the devils intestines
I'm still here holding my spot

I've just been wondering why
I've just been wondering why

I've seen some children crossing the bridge
what kind of life did they get to live
what kind of choice do they get to make
what if it was a childs mistake

come on and open up your door
What if it's a purgatory door?
come on and open up your door
What if it's a purgatory door?

I've seen some children crossing thy bridge
what kind of life did they get to live
what kind of choice do they get to make
what if it was a childs mistake

I've seen some children crossing thy bridge
what kind of life did they get to live
what kind of choice do they get to make
what if it was a childs mistake