eMiLeNe38's Diary

cry2: Ed...

Added: May 5, 2004, 11:48 pm  (91 views)
Love hurts...

it's been a while now, yet its been so long.
and until this day, my feelings for you are strong.
I've dreamed, hoped, and wished that one day you'd be mine.
But then I look at reality and it's your love I can't find.
You mean so much to me, yet it shows that you don't care.
All I ever wanted was for you to be there.
As the days go by, I think about you, sitting in despair.
But I never really knew how you felt which seems so unfair.
It hurts so much to think about how you treated me and why.
yet in the end, I'm in so much pain that all i do was cry.
Maybe one day i'll look back and see how i fell for you
but then again i know i'll be hurting knowing you never felt the same way too...

Everyday i think of you and I know you're the one for me.
But that thought just puts me down, because I know you don't see.
You just don't know how much I care and how much of you I desire.
It's just that everything you do and say is what I really admire...
All that I have to remind me of you are simple thoughts and memories.
It always hurts when I ask myself why we just couldn't be.
It's just too painful to think of you and try to let go.
But then again I know I cant because my feelings started long ago.
Maybe someday the way I feel for you is something I may regret.
But what I know for sure is the way you made me feel is something I wont ever forget.
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