birdy's Diary

crymodern love story: we will call her L

Added: December 25, 2003, 1:55 pm  (100 views)
We will call her G she is a taurus/gemini cusp, which means she is venus and mercury,which means she is Aphrodite and Hermes, a goddess of beauty, love, pleasure and indulgence, and a god of intelligence, boredom, travel and good conversation skills. I've never personally believed in astrology, destiny or even godesses, but i am sure that her personality has been hit on the head... In my dealing with her I have learned many things about myself; like the fact that there is something seriously wrong with me.
The reason why I began looking into astrology is because i had no understanding of her whatsoever; she was so amazing and complicated and beautiful i had no idea how to even began to comprehend her idea's, action's or reactions. She is beyond anything I could ever understand. AND UNDERSTANDING IS WHAT I DO!! I always have I could understand anyone motivations just be their reaction I grew up psychoanylizing and sizing people up. And im damn good at it too!! But her... she is... her...and I don't like it one bit. It used to be I would just have to speak to someone for five minutes and I'd have a basic idea of their mental state, emotional scars and lifestyle. She blew my mind and now i don't have it anymore i don't have the confidence to understand anyone anymore; and it pisses me off! cause i care about her... and i want to understand her so that i can be someone she would want to be around if i don't understand her it all becomes material; i can't manipulate her at all I just become a material slave for her and i don't even think she wants that...
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