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[11.12.O9] My first diary entry

Added: December 12, 2009, 3:36 pm  (58 views)

So ... my first diary entry . What can I say ? I know this seems stupid or gay or whatever . But a great way for me to let out everything . I guess this is the only thing I'm able to tell everything to . There's really no one I can trust in this world . I guess I can trust this diary thing to not spread rumors and stuff .

Its almost holidays . Thank god . I used to love school and never want holidays . That's probably when I was a good kid and I never gotten in trouble in class . Well I probably got in trouble once a semester . Now things are different . I'm at a new school now . New friends, new teacher, new environment . I hated this school so much at first . Mostly because I loved being at my old school so much . But then I had some drama at my old school . I didn't see it this before, I didn't see the good side of moving schools . Instead I spent nights crying myself to sleep because I didn't feel like I belonged at this school . I knew no one when I first came, I was scared . Later on, things got better . I made friends and things didn't bother me so much . I still cried some nights but I didn't feel so miserable .

Then now . Stuck at the same school and still hating this school . Mainly because the teachers are plain stupid, its cheap and people are bitchy. That's when I learnt that I couldn't trust anyone . Especially because its an all girls school . I've never been to a school with a mix of girls and guys . I wonder what its like ...   I mean I guess I love my friends but no way can I trust them . I always feel like I'm being bitched about, people secretly hating me . Like one of my close friends . She's like ... worse than Regina in Mean Girls . I always have a feeling she's secretly hating me, delibrately doing things to piss me off . She has done so much of bitchy shit to me that I've become secretly hating her guts .

I never tell anyone how I really feel . Well I did to my school friends but I don't do it anymore because I feel like I've been backstabbed and played . I don't think I can ever escape from this crazyass son of a bitch who is ''my close friend'' . I hate her so much . I've never hated anyone this much before . People say ''hate'' is a strong word and I know it is . But that is how strongly I hate this girl .

Enough for my ''dramatic diary entry'' ... for now ...                                                                                                

I'm going to continue watching Vampire Diaries .

xx .

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