alaska04's Diary
being pregnant
Added: September 16, 2005, 12:19 am (
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it's been so long since i wrote on this thing. wow. i even forgot my username and password at first. i am pregnant. funny, i never actually realized how easy it happened, till it happened. i dont know if we will be married. i am so scared though. of everything. i am not really ready to have a child, but i dont get a choice. steve left. went down to utah even though i did not want him to. i have to find someway to love him anyway. that'll be hard. i mean, i do love him but i guess forgiving him will be hard. i'll get through it, i always do. not that this happens to me alot, but i'll manage. i am still alive after all. i would do almost anything for that boy. the problem is that he knows this. oh well. well it's past my bedtime.
evelyne
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