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Tyrant's Diary

Midnight Hysterias

Added: September 15, 2004, 1:42 am  (69 views)
Well, I'm hearing voices again.

I always am hearing someone, not someone, some people call my name. WHY WONT THEY STOP IT. I can't take it anymore. Stop being behind me, stoping saying my name. Stop screaming.


Well, looks like its coming back again.


She likes me alot, so thats good. I don't know about that football game....my parents would know something was up. I hate it when they ask questions. I just hate it when they give me any attention other than food and money for a movie or whatever.

I think he is coming back. I can feel him breathing on the back of my neck everyday now, holding his non-existant gun to my head. I would say his head, but he wouldn't care if it was gone, so I don't think that would count.

I'm studying for Security+ . Its fun, and I hope I can keep up my pace of taking notes. I really want to pass. Failure would really piss me off.

Its too late at night, I'm going to be dead tomorrow again. Isn't that a bitch.

I wanna just sail away from it all....just to be free. I want to be in a dark basement for 3 years with just computers and my girl. And some food and a place to sleep maybe. Those come second.

Under Peruvian Skies.

I think I will go out with that girl. I'm not sure when though. I get the feeling she just wants to do what she wants to do, and expects me to come along. Not going to happen. We agreed on the movie, so dont FUKCING BRING UP A FOOTBALL GAME. Sorry, I snap sometimes.

I'm the monster you created in your dady's name.


My parents have finally started to take the hint that I dont really have much time for just chit-chat anymore. Yet they keep trying. I guess thats a good thing. I'll need it someday, and regret it when its gone.


What the hell am I doing here?
I need to escape.
We need to escape.

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