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cryEinstein

Added: May 6, 2005, 4:19 pm  (55 views)
Well, its been a very long time since I've written an entry and I would say its mainly because I've been trying to write an entry to my cat without crying. I don't know if it's possible, but I'm gonna try.

Over Spring Break, while I was in Ohio for the NCAA basketball tournament my cat, Einstein, had to be put to sleep because of a kidney infection. There was no way I could get back to him to say goodbye, so it was really hard for me. In a way I'm kind of mad at myself for being away and not being able to get back to him.

He was my baby and just the greatest cat ever. He would follow me around everywhere, sleep in my bed and greet me whenever I came home. I miss him so much and even though its been almost 2 months I still cry pretty much every night for him. He wasn't suppose to die, and definitely not this quickly. I don't know how to get over it, and I don't know if I really want to get over it because I loved him so much. I still can't imagine going home and not being able to see him.

Ok so now I am crying, but what's the use in trying to stop it?

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  • arr

    Added: May 19, 2005, 2:24 pm
    By: anonymous

     i know its hard when youve had a pet for a long time and really got used to them being around, but do you think einstein would have wanted you to be this sad all the time....... i doubt it you should try to cheer up because i know you will still remember him.

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