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Randomness

Added: January 29, 2005, 9:30 pm  (62 views)
I wish I had more going on so I could write in here more often, but right now life is pretty boring. I'm definitely not complaining about life being boring because that means that there isn't any drama. My weeks consist of work, classes, and homework, to top it off I go to bed by 10:30 the latest every night. I can't help it I just love to sleep and I look forward to sleeping. The fact that I work at 7am is probably the reason.

I don't know how people can be social all of the time. Its difficult and work for me to be around people and actually try to have a conversation. I try to talk to people but it always feels like an act and that its not really me. There are very few times when I actually want to hang out with people. One of my roommates is completely bewildered by this because she is always out doing something and can never sit still. Its almost like we are at the complete opposite end of the spectrum. Perhaps we are suppose to be learning from each other, but we probably aren't.

Sometimes I feel like I am never truly myself. I was in a class this week and we had to answer the question "what is our identity?" and I actually had to sit and think for a minute. Is it weird that I don't know what my identity is? It also made me wonder if I actually have a set identity because I'm different in each situation and act differently around people. I wonder if we actually ever know what our identities are? And if so what is mine?

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