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Life is good...

Added: December 7, 2004, 9:47 pm  (74 views)
Life is good. We're back together, and talking about stuff we want different than what we had before, so that things will work better this time. Celebrating our 4 year anniversary this weekend.

It's still a bit odd, because of all that has happened. It's almost like the race of emotions I've experienced over the last few weeks is taking some time to "settle down." I guess I'm a bit nervous that she'll change her mind back, and things will be over for good. If it ever did come to that, I think it would be, though. I told her I couldn't go through all that again.

I don't think it will get there, I think things will work out forever this time. I hope so, and I'm going to work to make sure it does.

Really, with that going so well, everything else in life is going well. Work was freakin' nuts today, but some days are like that. Misunderstanding apparently happened and I'm trying to remember the details, but can't, so I'm not sure what exactly happened. Sometimes instant messenging can get confusing and I believe occasionally leads to misunderstandings. In some cases, e-mail, in person, or phone communication can be better.

I wish I wasn't such a jealous person. When we weren't together, she saw another guy a few times, even kissed him once. That tends to weigh in the back of my mind a lot, though I think it will get better as time goes on. She had an ex from a long time in High School, and still hangs out with him as a friend, so it shouldn't be much different than that. Maybe it's still just fresh in my mind, plus the fact that she was so quick to see him after me that bothers me more.

I have to stay focused on what is happening now and where we're going in the future, and not dwell on the past so much... Very much like some challenges at work, in fact. It's hard to forgive and forget and move on sometimes.

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