NutBoatsJester's Diary

big smileA realization...

Added: July 17, 2004, 10:02 pm  (90 views)
Today I noticed something. It's easier to be Lorie's friend now than it was before. And before I thought that when it was easy to be her friend, the more I'm moving on. Just because I'm moving on doesn't mean I don't love her. I do very much so. It just means I'm able to simply be a friend and accept that I'm not what she wants right now. But I'd also take her back if she wanted me back. Idk. Today in my one hour nap when I didn't feel good, I dreamed that she called me crying and begging for me to go out w/her again. Idk. It was wierd.

My arms hurt. Carrying babies all day...yeah. Let's see...Jasmine LaShea is 6, almost 7. Sierra Storm is 4. And lil miss Austin Rain is 2 almost 3. They're all so adorable. Jasmine tho...she talks and pouts alot. Kind of gets on my nerves. And Sierra and Austin are always wanting me to hold them. So, my arms hurt. lol

I might be gone for a week next week. Go to my bio mom's house for a week. Before school starts. Might get some of my hw done too.

Damn. Senior year. Kind of seems like yesterday that I walked into my kindergarten classroom. lol I'm ready though! :D Yeah. Gonna be a nurse and then a dr. lol Plannin my future! Oh yeah.

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