Magic_wolf's Diary
crazy
Added: April 14, 2006, 12:12 am (
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I know I'm crazy, I mean really. I have perinoya (sp?), i'm by-pollor, and obsesiv compoulsuv. But I've always been able to controll it all. but know I wounder, am i imagining it all. Is this reality I'm living really reality? Or just my immagination? Am i seeing what I think a am seeing? or is it just me?
Soemtimes I even wonder if I dream it all up, because I'll ask my friends if they remember something in our past, and they wont. But the memory is as clear as day to me, and as real. My parents say its just I have very vivid dreams, but I know its real...than again I don't know. I could be imagining everything and just think its real.
Its hard to tell whats real and whats not now. Sometimes I will hear things that others cant, sometimes see things that others can't. I wonder, is it really that I'm just really connected with the spiritual world or is it my own imagination?
Maybe I do belong in an institute...
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