LetsMakeThisLAST13's Diary

Fate; isnt always in control

really? its all over?

my and my exboyfriend have been going out for 2 years now. and we have known each other and been bestfriends for 7 years.  everyone would say that it was fate that we were to be together;;but what ive realized is that fate isnt always in control. its just life;; i started to get caught up in the whole its fate thing and i didnt know we were going to end like this. he wasnt the same as 7 years ago. he started to change. i was in love with him but not the;;  current him i was in love with someother guy who looked just like him but he made me cry. all the time. he was so wein. he loved playing video games more than loving me. he was so insecure. he loved me but still liked a girl he had a thing with a long time ago  he made me laugh and  cry but i didnt know what side to buy. all his friends were jerks and he always acted like them when he was around them. and everytime i tried to tell him it hurt and i hated it he wouldnt listen. all of a sudden he stopped calling//texting//he started hanging up on me because some other girl was on the other line. when we would go out he would always end up leaving with his friends. what else was i supposed to do?