GurlInLuv's Diary

BLEH

SO i FEEL LiKE WRiTiNG iN ALL CAPS RiGHT NOW AND i DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THiNK!

SO i PRETTY MUCH HAD A CRAPPY DAY... iN MY HEAD. DOES THAT MAKE SENSE? PROBABLY NOT. EVERYTHiNG WAS OK ON THE OUTSiDE AND MY DAY WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD EVEN THOUGH i HAD TO WORK 9-6 (i TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY HATE THAT SHiFT). ANYWAYS, iT WAS THE LiTTLE THiNGS THAT WERE BUGGiNG ME TODAY...

CHRiSTYNE SAiD A COMMENT THAT i JUST CAN'T GET OUTTA MY HEAD, EVEN THOUGH i TALKED TO GRETCHEN ABOUT iT i STiLL JUST CAN'T GET OVER iT. iT WAS A STUPiD COMMENT, A COMMENT THAT NONE OF YOU WiLL UNDERSTAND B/C YOU DON'T KNOW HER, BUT BEAR WiTH ME... WE WERE TALKiNG ABOUT SCHOOL B/C ALL OF US HAVE STARTED SCHOOL, SHE ASKED ME WHAT i WAS TAKiNG AND i TOLD HER i WAS TAKiNG PSYCHOLOGY ONLiNE. SHE ASKED WHY i WAS TAKiNG PSYCHOLOGY AND NOT SOCiOLOGY, i TOLD HER B/C i TOOK SOCiOLOGY LAST SEMESTER. THEN SHE GOES OFF ON THiS BiG THiNG ABOUT HOW iF i ALREADY TOOK SOCiOLOGY i DON'T HAVE TO TAKE PSYCHOLOGY AND i CORRECTED HER AND SAiD, YES i DO, BROOKE (MY BOSS THAT HELPS ME WiTH SCHOOL STUFF) SAiD THAT i DO FOR MY CHiLD DEVELOPMENT DEGREE. SHE ALWAYS ACTS LiKE SHE KNOWS EVERYTHiNG. i HATE iT. FOR SOME ODD REASON THAT COMMENT JUST REALLY BOTHERED ME AND i CAN'T STOP THiNKiNG ABOUT iT. i CAN'T FOCUS ON ANYTHiNG B/C OF iT. i WAS DOiNG SCHOOL WORK AND HAD TO STOP SO i CAN VENT ABOUT iT. OH AND THEN SOMETHiNG ELSE HAPPENS!

i'M iN THE MiDDLE OF DOiNG SOMETHiNG FOR SCHOOL, TRYiNG TO WATCH THiS ViDEO SO i CAN BETTER UNDERSTAND THE NOTES THAT i JUST TOOK DOWN AND MY MOTHER-iN-LAW CALLS. SHE WANTS MORE BOXES B/C THEY ARE MOViNG TO OKLAHOMA. LONG STORY SHORT, MY FATHER-iN-LAW LOST HiS JOB, B/C THEY HAVE FAMiLY THERE THAT CAN HELP THEM THEY ARE MOViNG BACK THERE. MY MOM WORKS AT A PLACE WHERE THEY HAVE EXTRA BOXES ALL THE TiME, i TOLD THEM THAT MY MOM CAN GET THEM BOXES WHEN SHE CAN. THAT MEANS THAT WHEN SHE GETS BOXES SHE WiLL LET ME KNOW AND i WiLL COME BRiNG THEM TO YOU. iF MY MOM DOESN'T TELL ME THAT SHE GOT BOXES THEN i'M ASSUMiNG THAT SHE DiDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO GET ANY. i'M NOT GOiNG TO BUG MY MOM B/C SHE iS DOiNG A FAVOR FOR YOU! WHAT WOULD YOU DO iF MY MOM WASN'T ABLE TO GET BOXES. i SUGGEST THiS iS WHAT YOU SHOULD DO UNTiL i CAN BRiNG YOU BOXES. i JUST STARTED SCHOOL, YOU THiNK MY MAiN CONCERN RiGHT NOW iS GETTiNG YOU BOXES. NOT REALLY! DO i WANT THEM TO MOVE? NO i REALLY DON'T. THiNGS LiKE THAT JUST BUG ME. WHEN SOMEONE iS DOiNG A FAVOR FOR YOU, YOU DON'T BUG THEM ABOUT iT. WHATEVER.

OK AND LiKE SERiOUSLY WHEN AM i GONNA FiND A DECENT PRETTY GiRL TO BE WiTH? i HATE THiS. i POSTED AN ADD ON CRAiGSLiST i GOT SOME BACK BUT LiKE NONE OF THEM REALLY WORKED OUT. AND i RESPONDED TO SOME ADDS THAT i LOOKED AT AND ONE RESPONDED BACK TO ME BUT i CAN'T DECiDE iF SHE'S PRETTY OR NOT. MATT SAYS SHE iS BUT i DON'T THiNK SHE iS MY TYPE. WE'LL SEE i GUESS.

i WiSH i JUST HAD VALENCiA BACK. i REALLY LiKED HER AND i REALLY MiSS HER. iT REALLY SUCKS THAT SHE JUST STOPPED TALKiNG TO ME. i DON'T GET iT.

AND ON TOP OF ALL THiS, i'M SiCK. MAN, WHEN CAN THiNGS JUST GET BETTER?

BLEH.