GurlInLuv's Diary

Things Are Looking Up...

well i can't really remember where i left off but i think i written about how matt decided we can stay married and the next thing i had to do was convince stacey to stay living here so matt and i can stay together. so i talked to stacey last friday. to make a long story short the only reason why she said she was going to move out was b/c we weren't getting along and b/c we were arguing through text messages. (not good.) she then decided that she would stay. i hugged her and started crying. we agreed that when we need to talk about something that's pretty important we would talk in person about it. me saying to her: matt's moving just so you know was not a good way of telling her and that was through a text message. although matt is still on the apartment b/c she lives here (we would like to think that she doesn't have a say but really she does.) she deserves to have an opinion and to have a discussion about the situation. i think she was making a bigger deal about it but that's my opinion.

so anyways, matt is moving in, in about 3 weeks. and don't even get me started on that... i'm tryiing to be patient i just don't understand the whole concept behind him waiting 3 weeks. i understand a little bit more now that we keep talking about it but still there is that little part of me that doesn't understand. and it's probably just b/c i want him to move soon, as matt says i always like to rush things. maybe i do but i don't see it as rushing things. but whatever. so supposedly matt is going to go on vacation to see his grandpa and he is supposed to move in after that. when it comes to matt though you can't always believe everything that comes out of his mouth so i'm not so sure i believe this whole vacation thing. like i have said before i will believe it when i see it.

on to a totally different topic... i went to church tonight. it is called the 20 something group. kind of strange, good, and interesting at the same time. i enjoyed it and think i will be going back. it's just like strange b/c a lot of the 20 something people don't act like they are over 20. a lot of them act like they are in high school again. and i'm not sure if it's b/c the ones acting that way were men or what but it kinda got to me. and some onf these men/people were 30! so i don't know. but it was a nice experience and i think i will go back next week.

ok good night!