GurlInLuv's Diary

AnNoYaNcEs

Added: July 31, 2006, 10:50 pm  (80 views)
myspace is pretty dumb.
it never works.
and it's frustrating b/c that's how i keep in contact with cori.
it's easier and faster than e-mail.
i wish she would come online right now.
i miss her.
and right now she's my only true friend.
besides my sis.

i noticed not that many people come on jemdiary anymore.
i remember when it used to be really popular.
i was on it like all day.
and i met so many people.
don't talk to any of them anymore.
besides aaron.
and amy.
and i used to get comments left and right.
i get none now.
and i have even been writing a lot more than i used to.
weird.

hopefully matt gets that job in washington.
i'm really sick of it here.
not like i want to leave my family or anything.
but i just hate the atmosphere here.
it sucks.
it's dirty.
eh.
and i'm just ready to start a new life.
have new friends.
a new job.
everything.
yeah it will suck being away from my family.
but you gotta do what you gotta do.
and know me and him won't be able to afford it here.
so we have to move out of state.
it's so god damn expensive here.
and i hate it.

i started getting nervous thought tonight.
like i'm really going to marry him.
move away.
from all my friends and family.
it's just a scary thought.
when you really think about it.
well.
we'll see what happens.
if he gets this job.
then i know it's meant to be.

i love him.

good night.
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