Escapist's Diary

yeah

I don't want to go home.

I packed up. Well, my clothes. I'm leaving for a few days and spending it with Mouse. I put out some resumes today. Ok, that's a lie...I put out 1 and i plan on doing the other one tomorrow. but. I tried.

class helped a lot today. there are people there who work places. ok. that doesnt make sense to ya'll. but not i know where the jobs are at. but of course, the people sitting next to me are the ones who have them. but, i dont know. put out the resumes anyway. just in case. my life. just in case things work out?

i'm tired but i dont want to go back to that place. i called mouse cuz i got out of class at 7 instead of 9...and i thought to myself, i'll head on out there since i got out so early. 2 hour drive...i'll be there and we'll be together. but! i went to buy a book. and i asked a lady about driving out of this damned city (oh yeah, my car doesnt make it up the hills here when it snows) and she advised me not to go out there. she said as a mother she couldnt let me do it.

so here i am. school library...not going to see mouse. tomorrow morning i'll go...but tonight i will be alone again.

maybe i should have gotten a roommate no matter how bad the experience could have been?