Escapist's Diary

Hmmm

I received the following email from my sweetheart on Monday;

 So i just finished watching the Break Up...that is extremelyfrustrating!!! I almost turned it off it was so bad! But anyways i waswatching it and i kept putting us in that situation and that made mereally upset. And by the end of the movie i hated myself and i wasseriously mad at myself. I know you really cant trust me when i say i willnever be like that, but i seriously don't want to be like that. I don'twant our relationship to be all you and nothing from me, and i don't wantto take you for granted and i really hurt when i think of me doing that. Ijust don't like that movie, especially when i apply it and the situationsto us.I just love you so much, and i want the best for you and for you to behappy. I don't ever want to hurt you. And when i was watching the movie istarted questioning myself if i contribute to our relationship enough. Iwant to know what you think.But im gonna go eat something. I hope you have a great rest of the day.And have fun at class! I love you...88% more than you love me! :) I reallycant tell you how much i love you.and now he and i spend a lot of time talking about this. It's both good and bad. 

 Can't wait until May 1st to see where i'm going to be living