Diary I'm having a bad day...filled with thoughts that maybe i'm not psychologically ready for a relationship with mouse. do i love myself enough? have i made enough progress? i've been having the urge to just start over, start everything over. i want to run away...
So, is my life really that bad? I feel like i havent talked to anyone in forever. i'm jealous of Mouse and his constant stream of friends. he friends are over all the time! and he has the same amount of close friends i would say...but i think he spends a lot less time being lonely than i do. i can be in a room full of people and still be lonely. i was lonely last night when i was hanging out with my friend jenny and her friend Ryan. eventually i just gave in and stopped talking and just listened to what they were saying.
school isn't going very well i guess.
ohhh, i am so annoyed with myself that i can't even do this . why do i hate my life so much? is it really that bad?
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