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Kind of a private matter

Added: February 22, 2007, 8:46 am  (63 views)
Mouse and I slept together.

Simple, right?

He was my third, I was his first- his only. I promised to love him forever and work on our future. Now we spend a great deal of our time talking about something that can't happen for three years.

The thing is, I could marry him. But I don't know what three years means? I'd like to think that my love for him will only grow and we'll both mature into two people who deserve each other. How tacky?

But I'm impulsive. If we're going to get married, I want it now. I want to make sure it happens. I don't want time to tear us apart and tarnish what we have and what we've made.

It's just sex to me. Honestly. It's something so much more to Mouse. Something I can't understand being raised in my family...I felt like I pressured him.

We didn't see this coming. I didn't know I could ever want to get married. I didn't know I had a future with a man who is just like me, only better.

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