Escapist's Diary

When i thought life couldn't get any worse

Added: December 15, 2006, 4:43 pm  (63 views)
So, a lot of crappy things have happened to me this semester. and I've gone thru the channels and tried to fix things...but now i came to a realization just recently. i have failed a class. i didnt know that i failed this class until i looked at my apas report today to make sure i was graduating. and it said i wasnt! so then i looked at my grades and there it was a great big N. why did i get an N? because i was stupid and irresponsible and I didn't take the final. why didnt i take the final? i thought it was optional. but i guess it was only optional for those who had a 90% in the class or higher. i only had a 82% wtf?! why didn't i read this more closely while i still had the class?

so the question is...how do grad schools feel about a person failing a 1000 level class? will i be accepted? i mean, it doesnt really change my GPA much, it was only 2 credits. BUT I FAILED A CLASS. I know people get C's...i have never gotten a C...although this semester I'm praying i get C's...i might just have to stay here an extra semester fixing all the mistakes i've made this semester...i am so mad at myself!

i don't blame anyone but me... i am responsible for my own actions...but why the hell did i have to screw up that badly? what would i do with my life if i did not get accepted to grad school? where is the guidance i need? the shoulder to cry on? Mouse is telling me to forget it and move on...forget that I failed? is that humanly possible?

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