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Tying up loose ends

Added: December 9, 2006, 11:05 am  (66 views)
So I changed my status to in a relationship this past weekend- lame i know, but whatever. Might as well let the whole world know!

Anyway, XB decided to look at my profile to see what was going on. and when he saw that he got upset and wrote an entry on Facebook about it. Which i read. So then I decided to be the bigger person and write him an email.

I guess he needed closure. i guess he is happy for me but is still not over me. I guess he wants to be my friend.

Do i want to be his friend?

He hurt me so badly. Not the breaking up part, but the relationship part. When I talk to Mouse about it I get so upset about all the things taht never worked out and we just let it keep going.

I told mouse about the chair and about how i had no real desire to live with XB in the first place. I almost told him about the sexual part of our relationship too.

So i was talking to my brother last night, and I told him that Mouse and I decided we weren't having sex. And i told him that i was excited about this. You have no idea how excited i am about this....i dont know. I'm strange, i know.

Anyway, Mouse knows all about my contact with XB and is fine with it as much as a new boyfriend can be fine with it. He understands what 2.5 years is a long time and people cannot just throw that away. However, I really didnt mind just throwing it away. Do i really even want to be XB's friend? Would he be someone I would seek out right now where i'm at now for someone to talk to? I'm not sure that i would. I have changed and i'm sure that's he's changed.

How does this work?

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