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I did something wrong...but i liked it

Added: November 29, 2006, 8:14 am  (55 views)
Hmmm, alright, i've been writing about mouse a lot lately, becuase he's really important to me. but this is how i met mouse.

I know green from way back in the day and he lives with Mouse and he had us talk online one night. And mouse and i hit it off.
well, Green and I used to joke around (or seriously?) about sleeping together. But we havent done that in like 6 months and i thought that was done and over with.

i was wrong.

Last night when i was filling out note cards for studying green came on the screen and started up all the same stuff. he said christmas break would be a great time to do it. and then he started asking me my preferences. and this whole time i was enjoying it! Mouse and I never talk about it because we have more of an emotional relationship than anything else...i dont know! I don't HAVE to have sex. I'm not craving it or anything...but i can't believe Green is doing that to his own roommate/friend!!! i was on the phone with Mouse and i told green that he was distracting me and he said 'so, you two aren't dating'!!!

and then he said if i wanted i could try him out this weekend. RED FLAG!!!! I'm going up north to see MOUSE not GREEN. And i said I was going to be pretty busy with Mouse, the REASON why i was going up there. And he said, AFTER MOUSE GOES TO BED! WTF is that?!!?

And Green just got online. Perfect time to take a shower. I'm so confused! I like talking about those things...but i dont want to hurt Mouse. Would i actually go thru with it and sleep with Green? Maybe? If i knew for sure mouse wouldnt find out. but that's impossible since they LIVE TOGETHER.

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