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Dark_angel's Diary

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Added: September 13, 2004, 1:36 am  (103 views)
Great day.. works stops and im here..once more..

Am realy tired.. and realy wanted to go home .. and just lay down on my bed.. and sleep.

ewan ko ba.. i still remember when i was still in high skul.. id rather be out till dinner time.. coz i realy love stying in school.. with friends and all thouse messy things we do.. smoking.. beer dringking.. ( but hey wait.. i still manage to be the 3rd honor in our class.. heeh )

Big deal,.. but if only i can turn back time and be able to get back on those wonderful days..hhmmm
Those days that im sure of wat i want,.. i planned to do.. and things that id rather not to be.

Not unlike now...

At 29, i dont tink im even half of what i realy wanted to be.

I have alot to be thankful for.. yet.. why do i feel not contented..

I dont like my work
I hate my looks
I hate brother
stuff like that..

Hindi ko sure.. but .. i dont feel like im on the right track..not unlike when i was still young.. im more confident..

At a young age , I was slowly being aware that im quite different with my other older brothers. Im the youngest of four.

Sex to me is fun..

Living with my other cousins at my age, I was slowly being aware and was fascinated with what sex has to offer. One time a neighbor of mine called me up and there goes, he kissed and licked me. I was 5 then and that was the start of what curved me.. at this time. But u see, I didn’t feel hatred at all to that man nor to my self.. It felt diferent actually.

Im kinda tall .. 6ft medyo.. lean at 165 lbs.. Moreno.. and has a great smile… hhehe

Had my first girl friend at 16.. ( god I realy love that girl, c marry jane )
And had my first Bi-guy lover at 18 ( marious god I hate that guy, hate him because I felt deeply dependent on him.

Gone with other men during collage tru chat ( lost count already ) tru MIRC..
And guess wat I even had my brothers bestfriend for a one night stand .. and been a sex buddy even with the same guy .
Geeze.. but im practically doing safe sex.. I don’t go for soddomy.. I just go for kiss suck and stuff..

Hey im not a sex maniac ok heeh.. I don’t know.. perhaps..malibog lang ako..

And hey im a singer. .haha yeah I love singing.. I would love to have my own concert. Khit simply lang ok na heheh khit konti lang audience .. how I realy wish I could .. been in musical when I was in highskul..and an active choir member… my voice aren’t that bad realy hahah ok naman,

One thing that would make me a dull person ( for some people that is ) is that im a loner person.. and a homebuddy.yeah I would rather stay home and do cooking instead of goin out .. Care for my dogs than going to malate for a night out.. haha but ey.. I go out naman in some occations. And be with my office mates.. lam mo un.. minsan pasosyal ka naman ng konti heheh

Life really has much to offer.. its basically on us.. how we could manage to survive on what is realy the ultimate constant in this world.. that is change..

Till then.

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