Chizimbop's Diary

madwhat doesn't kill you will make you stronger?

Added: June 4, 2004, 10:16 pm  (56 views)
At the current moment the Raulston family is in crisis due to my Father's pathological lieing (ooh big word!)
My boyfriend is trying to get us out of debt ,but it bothers me that he has to think about us instead of him!
Instead of being able to think of the future of Megan Raulston & J.R Boutin he has to think about "I have to get this next check or Megan and her family wont have lights...." or "I have to get this next check or Megan and Dale wont have food to eat!" Its sad when my Father can't provide for my mother and I and I can't leave this stress built HELL till I can FINALLY re-do me senior year.......
Thanks to my consecutive hospital visits school is just on hold a majority of the time *sighs*.
That and to add to the stress in my house hold im constantly annoyed by people who STALK ME!
Iain is a great friend and all ,but he has to realise that I don't ALWAYS want to hang out with him. I don't ALWAYS want to talk to him on the phone. In fact I have precious sleeping time during those hours that I VALUE yes I VALUE it VERY VERY VERY MUCH! I'm a very pissy person after being awakend at 4pm to be told I have a phone call.....
What am I to say "Gee i'm so FUCKING sorry i'm so DAMN popular I can't keep up with my phone calls right now why don't you add yourself to the waiting list of bill collectors my MOTHER has to put up with and i'll get back to you k?" Maybe I can sale my spleen to medical research. The damn thing bugs me anyway...I dont need it (the infamous spleen joke only runs between my family,Jr,Laura, and Kyle.)
I just hope after the month of June (which I think you should be aware is BEEF month since my bathroom reading is limited to Famer's magazines!) I can get some rest and maybe JR can start thinking of not the ENTIRE Raulston family ,but of just me and him. (and don't forget the ball python and the 2 dogs)
Well i'm off maybe to bed to lay alone with only the company of my dog whos years are limited (I wonder when that thing is going to kick the bucket...I mean hell its nearly 15 in human years!) and I shall go do some math to calculate with stress,smokeing,my gender, and the toxins i inhale everyday to see where my years of life stand. Oh and maybe pick up a good book in the process!
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