BigManda's Diary

dont know animatedDidn't wanna get up!!

Added: August 4, 2004, 7:30 am  (76 views)
I stayed up till like 4 last night didn't get much sleep i am the type of person who stays up till 3 in the morning and gets up at 12 or 1 in the afternoon but my mom decided to wake me up and my friend j called and wants to go to the beach but i am suppose to go to jt's house today and i stupidly told them both yes so hopefully jt don't call because j already did o well ne ways Dean and the kids are still on my mind the house is so Quiet and empty now which is not bad but very different and dean called me last night we didn't talk much about the situation but i didn't know how to bring it up he called me back and he told me my suppose to be best friend told his 3 year going girl all this stuff about me like the way i feel about him and that i talk to him all the time and see him all the time but thats not true and he seemed mad but i tried to make him understand that i didn't tell her ne thing like that and he just told me to watch what i say around people duh i knew that we have this secret between us right now and i am dying to tell the world but i can't if she found out omg we would be in some trouble and then he would never wanna be with me but we did talk alil about us and he said that if things weren't to work out again that he would want to try things out with me some people might think i am like a back up girl which i guess i kinda am but its my decision i really wanna be with him and these feelings just won't go away and i'm just kinda waitin but i am hangin out with other guys but nothin comes from it they just don't compare to him i just hope i am not let down again hopefully he calls today!
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