AmerJL's Diary

cryGetting harder!

Added: November 29, 2005, 10:54 pm  (95 views)
Havve you ever gotten to the point where you hate everything around you... your job, co-workers, family, friends, cars...EVERYTHING... and you just want everything to go away but they just won't... but then again there's one person that you love with all your heart and that you would do anything to hold in your arms for just a few seaconds... but for some reason fate will not let you and all you hear is "just wait a few more days baby and i'll be there" but the days never seem to end!!! Right now thats how i feel with my life! i am so sick of stugling with everything at work and with my family that half the time i can't stand and it seems like right now all my friend are no where to be found except to critasize me! And the only person that is there for me threw it all is so far away and when i'm breaking down he's miles away due to my work and sometimes he's even in another state! he's my rock and i know he does all that he can... and i thank him greatly for that! I just wish things would start getting easier... i'm sick of work...i'm sick of family that is always on my back...i'm sick of enemies that call them selves friend... and i'm sick of missing Derrick so much!


I guess you don't know what you have until you can no longer hold it close to you!
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